Friday, April 17, 2015

the truth about liars


we are born liars with stories between our teeth, on the tip of our fingers, waiting to bleed on to blank canvases. we write about the wolf, the dragon as if we know them. and maybe we do. maybe we are them. the wolf with the heart that never howls back. the dragon that burned down cities. we dig through the pockets of strangers, ask the ocean what she knows about unrequited love, slip poetry in our lovers’ mouths. there’s always a story behind it / between it / underneath it. we paint with ink, swallow heartbreak for breakfast, sleep with pillows of loneliness. we only know how to tell the truth by making things up

Wednesday, April 15, 2015

happy birthday


Happy birthday to the best man ive ever known ... Itd be great to have you around to see me grow ... In and through pain of your loss .. Tears sting my eyes thinking how different things wudve been had you been here .. I dont think you would be proud of me .. Ive let you down i guess .. Ive let myself down ... Im just coping though .. I just wish you were there to direct me .. Cos i just cant stop thinking and crying ... They say you remember people when theyr gone ... You are never out of my mind n heart to 'remember' you ... I believe in your belief .. I have not acted like you have .. But i will do so from now on ... At least now .. Not one day that i dont miss you .. I miss you smothering me silly ... Then i used to push u away ... But howww i crave .. Oh and theres this new show resurrection ... It toys with the idea of normal people ressurecting from the dead .. I hate the concept .. I think its just bad satire ... Cruel idea ... Ugh .. Anyway .. If theres a reason for you to be happy .. Happy birthday Oh yeah .. I hate that .. People think i can forget your birthday ... They take us so lightly ... I HATE THEM .. its NOT funny tryin to even say in jest i forgot your bday ... You know how serious i am about people i love