Happy birthday to the best man ive ever known ... Itd be great to have you around to see me grow ... In and through pain of your loss .. Tears sting my eyes thinking how different things wudve been had you been here ..
I dont think you would be proud of me .. Ive let you down i guess .. Ive let myself down ... Im just coping though .. I just wish you were there to direct me .. Cos i just cant stop thinking and crying ...
They say you remember people when theyr gone ... You are never out of my mind n heart to 'remember' you ...
I believe in your belief .. I have not acted like you have .. But i will do so from now on ... At least now ..
Not one day that i dont miss you .. I miss you smothering me silly ... Then i used to push u away ... But howww i crave ..
Oh and theres this new show resurrection ... It toys with the idea of normal people ressurecting from the dead .. I hate the concept .. I think its just bad satire ... Cruel idea ... Ugh .. Anyway .. If theres a reason for you to be happy .. Happy birthday
Oh yeah .. I hate that .. People think i can forget your birthday ... They take us so lightly ... I HATE THEM .. its NOT funny tryin to even say in jest i forgot your bday ... You know how serious i am about people i love
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