Confessions

So I went to the "encounter with God" weekend at Church .. it was crazy .. in the best way.Here they prayed over as many issues as they could and released me from my bondages .. now I can freely say people who had hurt me .. can't hurt me anymore. Those experience s are mere memories that mean nothing any more. I don't feel the sting of those times anymore.. it's beautiful to be set free of invisible burdens and ties. There is such a thing as a soul tie. Whomever youve been a relationship with .. if they aren't around anymore and you still have those hurtful memories .. God can take away that pain and release you from the burden. I even formally said goodbye to an ex .. I'm glad that tie doesn't exist anymore.Theres no happiness in lies. God is awesome really is .. I bet he would be very disappointed to read many of my blogs especially cos theyr so sad .. but I'm going to leave it here ... To show everyone(that reads) there is hope. So yes please take encouragement from a person who has been distraught quite a bit.. So now .. I'm a little mellow and a little blue as I might have to live my life on my own .. I'm not super dramatic as I am used to being .. I'm taking everything in my stride. God is gonna help me through .. I'm pretty sure no one else is more reliable than him. It's okay .. things happen.. but I really need to know what direction to go in .. Speaking of which .. I think everyone needs to know which direction to go in .. I hear so many cases of paedophilia, promiscuous sexual acts .. it's all media driven because of hypersexuality showed everywhere. Sex has become very important.Because that's how the world wants you to think.It drives me nuts .. we are becoming so insensitive to feelings esp love .. we are becoming like dogs, just doing it. Why is love not advocated anymore, why is love rundant ? Why are romantic stories deemed fantasies? .. Just because media wants you to believe so. Don't be fooled. Love exists. My husband had mentioned to me - there was a reason why in the yesteryears parents put restrictions on children and were very severe about dating(if any of them allowed it at all) Every time you fall in love and your heart breaks your faith in "love" diminishes .. and so you too start satisfying yourself with the next best and easy thing sex. The more relationships you've had the more you end up disliking the concept of love. This wasn't the case in the yesteryears. The first time people had sex was after their marriage .. it's the first time they wanted to fall in love .. it's the first relationship that means the most .. simply cos the feeling of newness cannot be ever repeated. That's why our parents stuck together more than us . For our generation sex is easy to get .. you don't even need to be in a relationship for it .. it's robotic .. clinical .. it's empty. I urge you to understand .. sex cannot fulfill you spiritually.. love will .. you are a spiritual being. And as scary as it is, it is dangerous to have sex with people .. How ? You build soul ties with the people you connect with sexually. You do not want that unless you really love the person .. as your spirit entwines with the other .. that's even how a third spirit (a baby) is formed. Life is important . I thought differently before .. but any act that can produce a new life should be treated with respect and love. Otherwise we are aping animals .. I know most people would hate what I'm saying .. I did too .. not only you. But because that is the truth you gotta open your eyes and change. Stop paedophilia. Stop promiscuity. When you find love you won't need the worldly desires.