random heart pangs !

I wanted somthing to happen tonight .. the dark starstudded night so beautiful above .. the gentle breeze .. the chirp of crickets..the shady places .. wid no mention o the humans.. it was all calling you .. it was .. i waited .. my moment o bliss ..childlike admiration toward teh diamonds that set the sky alive .. i blushed at the blow o the gentle breeze tickling my bare neck.. nature only grew fonder of me .. and i of it .. as we continued to live in the moment .. the night was with me .. and i waited .. searching the shadows.. with only one hope .. that i'd hav a glimpse .. o reflection.. o u .. dats all i needed .. dat was what i pleaded for .. hopelessly.. ponderin on all those supernaturnal things .. that happen to a lucky few.. i wished it had happened wid me .. tonight .. reality crept in .. my fantasies .. bein killed by my own conscience .. what else could i do .. but cry? i wished you could be there .. to deceive reality.. the shimmering stars .. the breezes' whispers.. the crickets playful chirps .. the sway of the plam leaves .. made me sense .. the presence of you .. then a sense o understandin .. strange sense o pride shone onto me .. we did make it passed the brutal calculated reality.. the night was with me .. the night was with us .. this long night was ...