Alice in wonderland is different from the Al i know. Al is stupid and naive. Shes had one fairytale her entire life .. as stupid as it sounds a love marriage. Used to have love .. i thought but then no marriage . And now probably marriage but then not no love .. little love.
Alice you are so lost trying to find that half of you in someone else ... when you were always made complete.
You never trusted yourself .. you loved being lazy and getting pampered. Well in Al's defence who wouldnt ?
Things happen to you for a reason. Life starts aching for a reason.. you. Change you Al. No matter how much you cried papa never came for you. Time to pick up all thats left of you and be strong and march forward with a goal.
So Al has decided her goal will be to share the abundance of love and happiness which went unappreciated. Someone out needs love .. Al will find them... hopefully it makes somebody else's life better. And Al's worth living.
I hate being lonely .. Al is too different from her partner .. her partner practically acts like a high school kid. Al finds it all too weird to put up with. Al wants a partner who shares her same psychological age ... of a kid .. yet with adult interests.
It okay Al .. things happen for a reason .. through this at least you understood who you are not ... even if you couldnt understand who you are.
Sometimes that much is enough ..
Its nice to have you around Al. You will do good in life .. I see you. God has better plans for you than what you think. Hes just unravelling things to make you understand your real worth.. which you seem to be slowly understanding.
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